by Marisa Gary
.... I found this article and it is so interesting.... here
then read the devotion...
I Can't Take it Much Longer
"What am I doing in the meantime, Lord?
Hoping, that's what I'm doing—hoping You'll save me from a rebel life,
save me from the contempt of dunces.
I'll say no more, I'll shut my mouth, since you, Lord, are behind all this.
But I can't take it much longer.
When you put us through the fire to purge us from our sin, our dearest idols
go up in smoke.
Are we also nothing but smoke?
(Psalm 39:7-11 The Message)
Oh my gosh!!! Have you ever felt like you could not take one more minute of
the pain you are enduring; not one more moment of the suffering? I came across
the psalm recently and was moved to tears by the phrase, "But I can't take
it much longer. When you put us through the fire to purge us from our sin."
I was thinking about the word purge. Humans are the only animals on the planet
that shed tears of emotion. I recently read that tears of emotion are filled
with a toxin, a by-product of stress. This may be why many people report feeling
better immediately after crying.Have you ever purged your emotions? Lately,
I have been crying a lot. I cannot recall one day in the last month that I have
not shed tears of sorrow, pain, frustration, and even anger. As I think on it
though, I'm realizing that perhaps I am purging; ridding my body of the stress
that I just cannot hold onto any longer.
God is so amazing, so completely fulfilling that he even created a built-in
escape hatch for us. Sometimes, we can be like a pressure cooker and fill ourselves
with emotions and angers and other stressors until we're stuffed, pulling at
the seams. God gave us that little release button, tears, to ease our suffering,
to allow us to release some of the steam we've accumulated. He loved us enough
to know before the first tear was ever shed, before the first fight was ever
had, before the first pain was ever felt, that we'd need a way to release these
emotions.
Go ahead, cry if you need to. God gave us the power to do so. We may feel like
He is making us walk through the fire alone, but He is right there beside us,
holding the tissue box in case we need it.
Lord, I am just in awe of how complete you truly are. You knew before I
ever took a breath, that I would need a way to release these emotions that I
cannot seem to put into words. Lord, you are my everything and I can never thank
you enough.
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